valerie valerie :D

2012-02-15T20:57:00.001+08:00

Bitches like you must get out of this world.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE! :D

2012-02-14T20:10:00.005+08:00

What if you had a crush on someone for 3years and still counting down.. .. ..

yay! Like what he promised, a new song on Valentine's day!
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. Yea, it's Serene birthday!!!!!!!! I drew that cat there got meaning one k! Definitely she will know what I mean!
So......... today was a sleepy day for me! I cant believe I can do all the chem practical today as Im really really tired... and maths lesson I really dozed off by the naggy mr foo. real world and virtual world, lame -.- After school, there is band! Mr Ng taught us some breathing technique with a saxophone and whenever he purposely play loudly for some reason, my mind was slowly shutting down. Idk how to explain but he make me even more sleepy. After band, went home and fall asleep. If I was allowed to sleep till next morning, I can literally knock off. I think those brownies, cakes and cookies added a lot of dosage that caused me to be so tired, lol. Just kidding!
*this post is just plain crap*
what to do....... F.A ma.
F.A> forever alone.
k, bye for now!
Oh ya!!!!!! The Vows had just started! :D cant wait to watch it with Serene, bao lan and Yan lin! <3

2012-02-12T22:04:00.001+08:00

sian sian, sian sian sian! tmr got school!!!!!!!!
2periods of english, 2periods of fnn! Then got tc! (actually im singing what im typing out, haha)

2012-02-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

AWWWWWWWW...

2012-02-11T13:20:00.003+08:00

HE IS FOLLOWING ME! SO COOOOL yaya, if only he is the real Zayn -.-

Your Valetine: Zayn!
Where you'll meet: Milkshake shop
Where he'll take you: Paris
What present he'll give you: Perfumes
What celebrity will be joining you: JUSTIN BIEBER
How he'll take you home: Limo
What he'll text you: Missing you already :x

hahhahaha! (ps, only I know what it this means)

Doesnt matter which one it is!

2012-02-11T01:06:00.001+08:00

Turn my swag on!

2012-02-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

2012-02-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO! Actually I have go nothing much to post about. Every weekdays is like so busy. school then va, va then band. what to do?

2012-02-08T21:53:00.001+08:00

So cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-02-05T01:35:00.004+08:00

half dead laughing at old times photos. if my face was only that flawless, hahahaha!

Cause you've got that One Thing.

2012-02-05T00:51:00.005+08:00

Was a little tiring to wait for the food but it was nice to meet up and had dinner together just now (: Even though all of us are still in yckss except for Jw, i'll just hope that even the days goes by our friendship are still as strong till forever. (: muacks meiling, muacks jiawen, muacks amanda, muacks serene!

2012-02-05T00:47:00.001+08:00

Gonna wait till Valetine's Day for Austin and Joseph covers!

teenage wasteland

2012-02-03T23:10:00.007+08:00

School is always boring. whats worst is there are pe lessons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ran like dont know how many KMs if I were to add up every pe lessons. I rather do strength training :(
Common tests for the first time in 2012 sucks. For English, I know I will get a single digit because I realised I wrote quite many wrong spelling after the test. Guardian I spelled as guardance, lol! For SS, I have no idea what the last source is saying. So irritated when I dont know what it means when I have read through over and over again. forget it -.- For maths, failed badly (predicted and no need to further explain for that subject) For Chem, failed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For FnN, hmmm.. Im not sure if I can get good marks because I just vomit out everything I have memorised and maybe I have over elaborate??

How's life? Waking up early everyday, feeling unsatisfied with everything. T.G.I.F
So today was the last common test for semester1. Studied for hours and the next morning, which is today thennnnnnnn.... I found out that I didnt bring my protractor and from 7am onwards, my mood was spoiled. I dont even bother to look through the notes. But then when I thought maybe there will be like one diagram for us to draw only so I dont care much. But when I got the test paper, I flipped through..... I felt like rolling down the stairs man. There were 2questions that required us to draw and 9marks in total. WLAO. Now I recalled all these stuffs, I really hate myself. Like dumb only. So my mood after common test was definitely unstable. You know that feeling when you are angry/sad/happy, you still have to put up everything because you still have friends around you.
I dont want to think about all these common tests that are commonly tested but yet failed commonly anymore, zzzzz.
School>VAenglish>Band>Hunt for chem guidebook.
Idiot, every popular no stock for chem guidebook? Retarded...
My post now have become a 'venting machine' -.- this post wasnt suppose to turn out to be like this. But every bad thing just came out... ok, talking crap now.

SEC1 came for today sectionals!!!!!!!! Euphonium players always only has 1player per level. so my juniorssss are forever alone. Fotunately, shi hui and me are the only players that have 2players per level ^^ Teaching Chelsea(my junior) was so productive. Finally I get to hear nice notes after 2years -.- Only one person get to know what I mean.

Ok. that's for today. Need to sleeeeep. good night.
((I dk I took how long to type this out. But I know I have been typing this for damn long -.-))

2012-02-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME.

JOSEPH VINCENT (:

2012-02-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ps if this song sounds boring but I like!

2012-02-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

But pls remember that someone will always be willing to listen. And maybe one day your burden will finally be gone.

it's cny, nom nom nom!

2012-01-29T02:16:00.006+08:00

... couple tee -.-

i looked so fat :( anyway, was with my family @ china town counting down cny!

MEOW!

YU SHENG WITH THE CLIQUE & Dawn!
IT'S MY 1000POSTS ON BLOGGER! I SHALL POST SOMETHING!
*this sentence should be on top but im lazy to edit this -.-*

More talking will be posted after my common test which will be like the second week of Feb. LOL! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE AND AN ADVANCE VALENTINE'S DAY :D

fine.

2012-01-20T21:38:00.004+08:00

I need her to get out of my life.

2012-01-18T19:29:00.006+08:00

Whenever people say, "I miss my mama! Tmr she is returning back to spore!!! :D" or "My favourite member in my family is my mother." I will be wondering how it feels like. cox mine sucks. Urghhh! That bloody crazy woman only know how to kp whenever she come back. wtf she want?

It's ok not to be okay.

2012-01-15T23:56:00.003+08:00

Schools sucks.... not. Just that the people around are boring. Seeing faces for 5years and hearing the same old voices coming out from someone(clue:bitch) make me so irritated. *Tmr have to listen to the bitch craps* Im not looking forward for school tmr. Firstly, there is a two period of english and followed by recess but after that, there will be 2period of fnn then listen to bitch crapping and finally something more relaxing which is maths and then tc period. Sigh. I dont know I should be glad or to regret the path I have choosen. Hopefully tmr wont be as bad as I imagined and I NEED TO GO TO A POLY AFTER SEC5!!!!! I dont mind getting 26points, as long as I can enter a poly and that will be good enough. Chinese new year is coming and I have not bother to get new clothes. After CNY, VA will start. sighx2. Whatever it is, I have alrdy made my choice to come back for sec5. So here Im! CHALLENGE ACCEPTED (*-*)

Bye bye, going to sleep as there is school tmr! :S

2012-01-15T13:50:00.001+08:00

WAKE UP, VALERIE. IS TIME FOR O's!!

2012-01-03T20:38:00.006+08:00

HI PEOPLES!!!!!!!! LONG TIME NO SEE ;)
WAS IN A HIATUS STATE FOR MONTHS AS IM BUSY WITH BAND, WORK, BAND, WORK. NOW, EVERYTHING IS JUST STUDIES, STUDIES, STUDIES. AND AFTER POSTING THIS, I THINK I WILL BE IN A HIATUS STATE (hopefully i can get rid my bad habits of logging in to fb and tumblr). Life have been the same, or i can say worsen?? Without jia wen, kristin and other friends in yckss, school life was kind of colourless as i have no frens to talk. I couldnt just vomit out everything to sera and ama one shot also. haha! Oh ya, and natasha I MISS YOU!!!!! Ok... so today marks the first day of sec5 life in yckss!!!!! after 4 years of fighting my way through mid year, n levels, this year will be the last crucial exam which is the o levels! Im fighting with my juniors whom are cherie, yvonne and william of cox the other sec4express..... and i really hope jet, yvonne, cherie, william, ramsay, uvah and me can be in the same tuition centre as we were talking abt signing up for maths and sciences!!! (ok, talk so much also havent say want i want to say)

Today, standard under ish stoned there for like 1hr 30mins......... Everyone was sitting according to the register number and my front and back were china students. beside was lester -.- and another side have nobody!! T.T What I can see infront was Wei Ming, stretching himself everytime like it must be compulsory to do all those unglam stuffs infront of the girls, yucks. (im drifting away~~~) after stoning there for so long, Priscilla came school late so I asked her to sit infront of me so i wont doze off from the speech at what mr goh was speaking. after that, we had spot check! I was wishing the t.c wont caught me for having a piercing as i doubt the school allow me to have that sort of piercing. But in the end i didnt get caught! :D after that, we went to our NEW TC ROOM. we were sitted by register number. infront of me was wang han, behind me is the wall, my right was keng hui and my left were soccer face guy and jing ren. sian ttttttttttttm! after all those admin work, the t.c told us to form a group in 6 for study group and luckily our teacher in-charge is ms zhao! so me, sera, ama, kar wei, keng leng and wei ming are in one group. Idk I should be glad or what, haha xD After t.c, we had recess with the whole lot of sec5s like sera, ama, clement, kar wei, jon, ram, trey, etc. Wanted to sit with my bandmates but I cant leave ama and sera alone :( Had english lesson after recess. super boring -_- got maths prelim papers from mrs choong and then did newspaper article with my partner, amalina! Miss natasha, jia wen and hafiz :(( Still rmb those times we disturb matthew, took photo of hafiz sleeping, sing and crack lame jokes when mary chia was around. After el was maths. Mr foo is an epic fail teacher that doesnt know how to joke but im looking forward to his teaching :) Fnn was the last period. and luckily it was the last period as all the stress came from that sub and it was the last lesson so i wont get distracted with all those coursework stuffs. KNNNNKNNNNNNNS MAN! next mon, 9jan we will be getting our coursework PARTA (still got part wor)!!!!!!! WTH WTH WTH, SO FAST. WHAT IS THIS. I RATHER TAKE POA MAN. HATE COURSEWORK. so basically sec5 fnn is all about coursework. godie pls, i hate it. so gonna sleep to get rid all of these for tonight! Im going to start my chiong session tmr onwards or maybe on friday :P due to all those worksheets that have been stucked in the file for 2years. K, thats all for now!
Kind of miss noisy ms lim and the malay students in 4a4! Just for one day, im missing u guys what abt tmr and the day after sia -.-

Band Investiture 2011!

2011-12-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

HERE I COME................

SOFEA AND NATASHA, I WILL MISS YOU K!

2011-12-19T17:34:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!!

Ok. Let me just post one time and I will be back to my hiatus status! xD Today was the day when every N level students go back to school and take their results. Ok.. So I got 14points for my Ns!! I was super shocked. I keep counting whenever I saw my result slip. And I feel very sian when I think I have to go back school and study, make it to Poly and stuff. Sorry I noe I quite offensive to those people who fail or retain as I don appreciate what I get. I was and now still disappointed with my fnn. Forever man, sian sian sian! What weird is my combined humans can get grade2. Like wtf? But nvm... if my c.h and fnn swop, I will be glad alrdy. haha xD Thanks you friends and friends and friends that always jia you me especially this year. Now I can finally get promoted to Sec5. To those who go to Ite or retain, dont be sad. What have been done have alrdy been done. We all have work hard. Maybe there are other subjects you are more kin to take and make it to poly when you are in ite. I wish you guys all the best :( :) !

2011-12-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

2011-12-15T09:59:00.001+08:00

Emotionally Im taken, because in my heart I will always be his girl even he doesnt know at all.
HEE HEE HEE.

2011-12-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

You dont have to prove your innocence by doing that. Everyone knows who is at fault.

2011-12-08T23:47:00.001+08:00

2011-12-08T09:09:00.001+08:00

the blessing is not about being able to receive as much as it is being in a position to give back to others. #blessed

2011-12-05T01:40:00.001+08:00

“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it” ― Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember ♥

breaking dawn (:

2011-11-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

2011-11-24T17:12:00.001+08:00

Lol. Was laughing when Ellen talk abt the imprint part.

(:

2011-11-24T16:42:00.001+08:00

2011-11-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

IN HIATUS STATUS PEOPLE!

2011-11-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

Even just for 1min, I wont even want to talk to u. irritated as usual when I see yr face. No need to even hear yr voice can make me pissed liao.

2011-11-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

GOSH! do not have time to even log in fb, tumblr, blogger. and my blog and tumblr have alrdy rotten and it is still rotting!!! SORRY READERS! And I think serene blog is more alive than mine -.-

2011-11-11T02:00:00.003+08:00

I hate it when people keep hiding their true feelings. Once you know what they actually felt like after awhile, you will feel something. something Im not sure how to describe it. ok, im like talking crap now. gtg and sleep! cya! ;) Btw, my blog look so sucklish now. with the tight schedule Im having now, I have not much time to enjoy. Because of money -.- and so I have to work!

2011-11-10T11:22:00.001+08:00

2011-11-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hais, sigh. How I wish someone would understand how I feel.
November sucks. Why must it be me again? I know this is a chance for me to show my capability but Im so sick with cooperating with people that don give a damn. :( I nv felt like giving up but this time, I doubt so. :(

2011-11-08T11:05:00.002+08:00

RUSHING THROUGH MAKING OF BAND CONCERT BOOKLET!
CHIONG UH!

2011-11-07T01:01:00.001+08:00

TSK! I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG!! Life still goes on per normal... band, work, band, work!

2011-11-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

Let me stay this moment for awhile and I will face the reality later on. Sigh, hopeless :(

2011-11-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

LOL! FOUND THIS PICTURE AT SOMEWHERE. Btw, this is during sec1!

2011-11-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

HEEEHEEEHEEEEEEEE :D

2011-11-03T00:21:00.001+08:00

All these money cant buy me a time machine.

2011-11-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

Jealousy kills, literally.

2011-10-31T00:21:00.004+08:00

Hais. Days just passed like this. I HAVE WORKED FOR 6DAYS IN TAKA AND TODAY WILL BE THE 7DAYS! LIFE SUCKS IF MY SCHEDULE ARE NOT WITH MY FAV FRENS :( watever it's, you work just because of money right. Ok, must be positive. I just really really wish my schedule for the next month, Nov will be better! The feeling like get results -.- but actually is just schedule. So far the only person I havent talk to is Bryan! wlao, he like anti-me. zzz. Nvm, since Im a girl who give people (negative) first impression, I shall be patient haha! Girls will say that Im shy and guys will say Im emotionless. PLS LOR, I CRY EVERY EP IN ANY DRAMA(excluded Tai wan show and idk why im so soft, haha xD), how can I be emotionless. hais. So I have done dk how many hampers and sticking on pricetag on every products. Tmr will be wrapping hampers with vivien!!! Ok, Im super tired now. Actually wanted to sleep after watching my kdrama but turned out Im here. kk, goodnight people!

I.always.feel.like.stabbing.myself.whenever.i.see.you.knn.
WHATEVER. DONT EVEN KNOW IF YOU ARE READING THIS. I DOUBT SO UH.
Dont act nice towards me when you need something asshole. Hate me just fuck off and leave forever. Dont come back when you need me, stupid coward bastard.

right in my face.

2011-10-30T00:43:00.004+08:00

MY PREVIOUS JOB STORE MANAGER. EPIC~~~ If he see this, I bet he will talk like no tmr. OK. IM BACK FROM MY AFTERNOON SHIFT! SO HAPPY TODAY (*-*) Too bad somethings still cant say over here but if u wan to know can ask me, haha! Lucky afternoon shift have vivien today or not it will be super boring! So today I was quite pleased when I was abt to walk into the office because I noe there will be a few hampers left to do only. TO MY HORROR, THE MORNING SHIFT NOT EVEN STARTED WRAPPING. When I know abt that, my mood totally changed -.- But after realising why they havent started wrapping, (because some stocks not available) my mood turned back. haha xD watever it is, I still have to wrap hamper... zzz. ok, im talking crap again. In conclusion, today have lots of fun with my frens because of our inside joke. Too bad I cant say it here since u all also dk what i talking. AND I REALISED SOMETHING. MY JOB MAKES ME FORGET ABT LOT OF THINGS SO I WONT BE THAT STRESSED. GOOD GOOD.
kk, im very tired now and tmr im working morning shift! GTG.tata!

Pretty girls who love animae really wasted their youth. and people who love animae sucks! Is like idolising a non existing thing in this world. BODOH! haha! sorry but I know I sounds damn bitchy here.

Still trying to...

2011-10-28T00:12:00.008+08:00

AHHHHH! I SAW 4CHOW CHOW ON ORCHARD ROAD! SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW I WISH I COULD GRAB ONE HOME (((((: And I saw this toddler just with his diaper walking around orchard with barefoot somemore then got a few japanese asked the baby to pose for them and then they took a picture of him! -.- After that, I went in taka lockers room and changed. AND THIS OLD LADY KEEP STARING AT ME WHILE I WAS CHANGING!!! BIAN TAI! I felt so insecure man. hahhaha! Everytime see them with bra and panties, major turn off!!!!!!! After checking in, while taking the escalator to the food dept, I SAW A GEISHA. QUITE SCARY. She painted her face white and wore super high heels but with normal outfits and I can see that she is very old because (I think her daughter holding her hand). SO COOL!! Basically, today was quite a boring day and I bet tmr will be worst!!!!! I WANT TO SEE A NEW SCHEDULE LA. I hate this week shedule! Hais, right now my post is like crap and IM FEELING VERY UPSET! KNNNNNNNNNNNNNINA!!!!!!!!!!! haha, I know my mood sucks. HAIS. SERIOULY PEOPLE ALWAYS DISAPPOINT ME. TSK!
OK. I dont feel like nagging(over here) alrdy. gtg and catch up "let's talk!"

HELLO :D

2011-10-26T23:53:00.006+08:00

BACK FROM WORK! While waiting for my hair to dry, I shall blog today! :) Ok.. So now everyone in my house is sleeping and Im the only one awake. My body clock is going to spoil soon! But I have to change since after tmr, I will be working all morning shift till Monday! SIAN. I find afternoon shift is more slacky and also more lively rather than morning shift when everyon is still so tired and brain dead. OKAY. Today was afternoon shift so I met Deedee and Zeera(new friends wor~) because idk where is the freaking staff entrance. After waiting for them as they were late for 30mins, I realised the freaking entrance is like so near yet so far-.- Damn idiot. So I was late and then I finally saw Steven, one of the supervisor. Then had inside joke with Vivien for the whole afternoon until she left then there were only me and Chee Hao. Talk like no ending in the store room while sticking pricetag on the products. FUN FUN! (Y) I told him my first impression of him was, "Waaa.. trainee supervisor. So blur face." then he say his first impression of me was, "Is that girl mute? But taka will accept mute people meh?" After hearing what he said, I gave an instant -.- face to him. SERIOUSLY... WORST IMPRESSION EVER. But quite unique uh. He still say I emo... Hais. MY FACE LIKE REALLY GLOOMY LOR. EVERYONE SAY THAT. IRRITATING. Oh ya! I saw Kristina working at food dept too! YAY! So everytime I having break, I can go have lunch tgt! Heng uh, no need lonely forever. But tmr will be the most boring day since no one work afternoon shift with me. It means I will be from 7pm to 10pm emo-ing........ THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY! ;)

This always happened in SGC or taka when we carry stocks. hahha!

2011-10-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

You think after running away you will be free? Too bad I found you.

2011-10-25T15:42:00.001+08:00

Having alumni band tonight again! ;)

2011-10-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

KNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! SO ANGRY WITH THE TAKASHIMAYA SECURITY GUARDS! IDIOT BRAINLESS USELESS OLD MAN. RUDE TO THE MAX. SUE YOU TO HELL. !@#$%^$#@!#$%$^$%#$@#

2011-10-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

You made me told about things that I've never told anybody.

Hi, my name is Nelly.

2011-10-23T13:21:00.004+08:00

SO LONG DIDNT BLOG ALRDY! (actually is just 2days) Went for work these 2days at Sentosa Golf Club! I kept imagining what it will be like over there and so when we reach there(qiu xia, jia wen, shiky), I just followed them and I FORGT TO BRING MY IC NEITHER MY EZ-LINK-.- Luckily shiky bought both of them and lend me, heng~ The security guard was so careless but it's a good thing ;) Heard from them that Danny(1of the manager) is the most bad person and Ivan(Another manger) is so much better. So when I met Danny, it was still ok. Until one moment when he told me to stand at a corner then I was like wth? U think I security guard, stand and watch the guests playing games? So danny asked me if I want to leave now. WAAA. ANGRY SHIT. I rather go clear up the buffet food or stack the chair or do something. So the 4of us stand and watch them for abt 1hr plus -.- What worst is we cant even talk and I feel like an idiot pls. Before that, we have to clear the utensils and the plates are freaking heavy. And when we need to carry the food container, me and Shiky nearly died. hahhaa! I didnt know it will be that heavy. After that event, there was another event which is the bank of China event, dk what la. When I saw 98% in the hall were china businessman I like "die liao." But luckily they understand english. After the china blah blah event, cleared up everything and do a new setting for another event for the next day. The setting is so cool! 3spoons, 3different wine cups, 4knifes and the plate is so unique! haha. This is like my first time seeing that. After all the clearing and stuff, we had a 20mins break! YAY. So i told Jia wen "20MINS BUFFET DASH". THE BEST OF IS I ATE THE GRILLED SALMON. The container filled half of it lor. How I wish I can bring back home, xD. Went home and I just lie on my bed and sleep. The next day was not so tiring as we need to be there by 2pm. The event we did was wedding! When Danny asked the girls to do cocktail, I was alrdy prepared for the worst. We have to serve using one hand and I can say I gained lot of muscles after doing all these shitty thing. Then when the wedding start, I was quite restless when I was standing beside my table where I was assigned to because it was so boring!!! Jia wen say fun-.- The small boy told the mother the people who did this dinosaur napkin is so clever! lol! The napkin dont even look like dinosaur la... So our dinner was like 11:30pm and I GET TO EAT MY SALMON AGAIN ^^ SO HAPPY! haha. IVAN RAWKS MAN. Luckily Danny was not in, pls go and die idiot fat guy. REACH HOME AT 1:10AM! My arms and back now is having a hard time. The feelings is like there is 5kg pulling me down on my shoulders.

2011-10-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

Omg. Didnt know guy could sing 'valentine' too! NICE NICE! (Y)

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! :D YAY YAY YAY

2011-10-20T22:15:00.001+08:00

2011-10-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SO AWESOME! haha! Went to listen to band songs ended up in this. OMG, I GOT GOOSEBUMP WHILE LISTENING TO THIS. heheeheee!

SO CUTE!!

2011-10-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

and read this!
http://sg.travel.yahoo.com/inspirations/398-stay-in-a-lighthouse-hotel-in-australia?cid=today
SO PRETTY! :D

2011-10-20T09:29:00.001+08:00

Off to work T.T

unfaithful.

2011-10-19T23:28:00.005+08:00

Went to the TNS today and I was 1hr early -.- Damn. I tot it starts at 9am and then me and my father was chionging from home to Newton. Went up the 2nd floor and into the office was like a new world to me man. Basically I was writing cheques for 6-7hrs. I completed around 300names and 6cheques booklets. This is really insane and my hand like rot. It is worst than writing down notes lor. At first I tot just 300names but it takes a lot of time. During lunch time, I dont know where to go and eat so I ended up at Novena Mosburger, eating with a stranger -.- THIS IS REALLY RETARDED. I keep telling myself to tahan for 1more day and it will be over. Yes, tmr is the last day. Making me feel less emo during work, I keep reminding myself that IM GOING TO GET A GUITAR SOON. ^^ ^^ ^^ IM SO HAPPPY. My father asked me if I want to learn how to play guitar and he is willing to pay for the tutor price. HMMMMP. Lets see then~
GTG AND SLEEP NOW. GOOD LUCK TO THOSE "O" Level students!

Where should I go during lunch break tmr??

就算我不恨你! 还是超恨你!

2011-10-18T23:11:00.005+08:00

YOOOOO!!!! IM BACK FROM ALUMNI BAND! YIPEEEEE. At first, I tot I was going to be late as there is a sudden heavy rain and it was alrdy 5:55pm then Natasha was sharing with me umbrella and we rushed to school. Our flats are flooded with rain water-.- Dry ourselves in the toilet and meet Uvah! When I saw there is light in the band room, I was super pessimistic!!! I keep thinking I confirm get scolding like hell. In the end, only Isaac and Qin Sheng in band room -.-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alumni band should start at 6pm but it started at 7:15pm. So between this time, we were doing lots of things like oiling the valves and stuff. I TOTALLY FORGT YVONNE HAVE A NEW EUPHO-.- Seriously I have to refresh my memory. I was also shocked that there were 3new eupho(STM). What worst is I dropped the brand new mouthpiece while I force to open the tube and so the mouthpiece got dent, T.T! Damn it yvonne. Your eupho sucks! HAHA. Mr Kok was the conductor of the day, heng no Mr Ng. But Mr Kok was rather scary too. Luckily Fang Yu came today so there will not be any awkwardness between me and Noel. OVERALL, I LOVE PHATOM OF THE OPERA. So challenging and there are some parts with nice smoothen melody, COOL! Band ended around 9:30pm and then went home straight (:
Oh, lastly...... I prayed that my back wont hurt so much as I have not been carrying the eupho for such a long time. MUSCLES RE-GAINED BACK ^^

2011-10-18T12:16:00.002+08:00

I dont know I should go town for an interview or just wait till tmr.. SIAN SIAN SIAN.

2011-10-18T00:44:00.001+08:00

DURING SCHOOL DAYS> CANT USE COM
DURING HOLIDAYS> STILL CANT USE COM.

TYPICAL ASIAN PARENTS A.K.A MY PARENTS. ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

under the mistletoe

2011-10-17T20:51:00.006+08:00

I realisedmy hair have grown longer than what I have expected. YAY! GROW GROWGROW ^^ ok... Today went out with Serene today and look for the HR Dept at Takashimaya till 2:15pm, Serene left for work. Went to Isetan, Metro, Accessories, Cotton, Art Box, Diva, Topshop and etc -.- I was freaking tired and there is no time for me to eat the 3mini buns I bought. Tmr I still have to go to the company for Interview. IM SURE I'LL BE LOST. The thought of it make me want to sleep. SUPER SUPER TIRED. I bet around 10pm I will turn in alrdy. Hopefully there is someone who wants me!! TMR GOT ALUMNI BANDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGG...... SOMEONE PLS KILL ME SO I DO NOT HAVE TO GO. Is not Im lazy or not interested. But Im scare because I have not touch my Eupho for the past 2months and Noel will be the only one in the section! PLS BE KIND MR NG! T.T

My mother told me to trace the ants "main home" so she can kill it, wth...

2011-10-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

Tsk. Roger msg me if I can work tmr from 9am till closing. But I guess I only can work till 4:30pm and fly over to yckss for alumni band!!! OMG. IM DAMN SCARE OF BAND. HOPEFULLY MR NG WONT SCOLD ME LIKE SHIT.

2011-10-17T00:22:00.001+08:00

SERENE! I ONLY LIKE THIS.

wish i'd known this from the start.

2011-10-16T22:46:00.008+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SEXY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY! :) HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!

Went over to Amalina house today with Natasha, Jia wen and Sera to surprise Ama! Luckily there was no awkward silent when we were celebrating for her bday, haha. Ate pizza and delicious noodles made by her mother (Y)! After celebrating, went to town with jia wen to find another job. Sigh, no one wants me. Only unicloq hiring people. How I wish I have no cca so I do not have to think abt my cca when I start work. LIFE SUCKS. After looking around, went to Ngee Ann City to find serene. Beside the shop that she works, there is CANDYLICIOUS!!! So me and jia wen wow like mad and entered the shop. We were looking at the giant containers filled with gummy sweets and got hypnotised by the candle that have caramel fragrance! FREAKING NICE! After taking a closer look at the giant containers, I realised it was just the poster -.- realising it was fake, we laughed like mad!! At 8:30pm, went home with serene and jia wen! I MANAGED TO SURVIVED ON THE WAY BACK HOME.

I can't wait for Christmas!

2011-10-16T02:39:00.004+08:00

Things I can't afford to do during holidays.

1. EATING JUNK FOOD. (I ate a lot)

2. Go on a diet and jog. (So far I jog once for this month only)

3. Sleep early. (Rubbish, I've been sleeping lately and I cant afford to have dark eye ring)

4. Wasting my precious time.

HAPPY HAPPY DAY :D

2011-10-16T01:07:00.009+08:00

The last picture is kind of crappy. Haha xD I just edited it for fun. So far I have completed watching 2pm show :( AWWWW.... IT COME TO AN END ALRDY. But the owner have not upload the last few parts so I still can get to drag this relationship between me and 2pm, LOL. K, Im talking -MINE-CRAP-. Today went to Bugis Street with my mother! Didnt know it took us so long to shop. Overall, I have bought some new clothes! ^^ Im sure I will go back and shop when I get my salary :D Oh ya... CURRENTLY I HAVE 2DRESSES IM EYEING ON. The first dress is a baby pink tube dress but I find it a little exaggerating. The second is a black maxi dress which is slightly cheaper compared to the first one and I can wear that out casually(Idk what word to use) unlike the pink one. I know I have mentioned a lot of time on this but I really cant imagine wearing heels and putting on make-up, etc. This is not my type and recently I have this skin allergy again. It's a on and off thing. It's so itchy I can rip off my skin, haha! On my way home, I thought a lot of things. What to do when band resume. What hair style should I choose for prom. Should I cut bangs or leave it. What will it be like during my first day of working. All the thoughts made me fall asleep! Anyway, I saw ymm and his siblings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS LIKE ONCE IN A BLUE MOON. IT'S LIKE LOOKING AT KHJ/TAYLOR LAUTNER/JUN HO IN REAL LIFE! OMGOOOOD! After that my mother told me to wipe off that smile on my face and get serious in shopping. lol -.- SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY. I tried to catch up with them but I lost track, oh well. After shopping at Bugis street, went to eat Mos Burger and Im really guilty eating that! THE PRECIOUS TIME I WENT FOR JOGGING HAVE BEEN WASTED. TSK. If there is a chance, I will jog tomorrow! ^^ Im still considering if I should attend kick-boxing with my sister. Hmmmph.

1DAY LEFT FOR JUSTIN BIEBER-MISTLETOE

a woman's sword is her tongue, and she does not let it rust.

2011-10-14T12:44:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day for me! I was so pissed by my mother and ....... nothing. Maybe it was my PMS DAY. My sister asked me to accompany her to Bugis and we left around 2hrs to shop because it was alrdy 7+pm. Then I was stucked at this shop, looking at her admiring the clothes. IT IS NOT EVEN NICE PLS. URGHHH. After she bought her blouse, my mother kept rushing us to find the bloody earring shop. Irritating. In the end my mother and sister bought so many and I just stand there looking at them again-.- Seriously the shop have to update their stuff. (Ok, this post will made me sound so bitchy) After looking around, my father came to pick us up. First thing, my parents will quarrel + I_blast_my_music = I_AM_ANGRY. HOW I WISH THEY CAN JUST DIVORCE. NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS LIKE. Come to think abt this make me angry again. I shall not talk anymore. Gonna go out soon too. I need inner peace man, lol.

2011-10-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

Serene: Your blog got virus is it?
Me: Huh? why do you say so?
Serene: Cox got Justin bieber photo.
Me: -......................................- KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cursing all the way*

actions>words

2011-10-12T22:55:00.007+08:00

Okaaay....... I didnt know this page have been over here for so long as I was tumblr-ing and youtube-ing, I totally forgot about blogger. hahha. Today I went to serene house with jia wen to do a belated bday board for M.L and serene kept introducing, SAM TSUI. He is a person who do covers and post it on youtube like Jayesslee and many more. EVERYDAY SERENE WILL BE TELLING ME THIS, "OMG. IM LISTENING TO SAM TSUI, 'JAR OF HEARTS'!" OR "OMG. IM LISTENING TO SAM TSUI, 'IF I DIE YOUNG'!" OR "OMG. IM GOING TO LISTEN TO SAM TSUI, 'IF I DIE YOUNG' FOLLOWED BY 'JAR OF HEARTS'! ZZZZZZZZZZ. LIFE SUCKS IF THIS GOES ON. HAHHAHAHAHA! I bet every girl will gaga over guy(s) during holidays as we have plenty of time to spare. right right? Ok, watever.

TMR PLAN.
-Going to North Point library since no one is free to accompany me all the way to Bugis national library.
-IF THERE IS TIME, JOGGGGGGGGGING. oh ya, my sister bluff me! I waited for her till 10pm today and then she came home and went to bathe straight away -.- I bet she forgot about it.
-WATCH 2PM SHOW AND YOUTUBE! :)

OHYA OH YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DREAMT SOMETHING SO SCARY. The dream goes like this........
When i woke up, I saw my mother killing my father and sister. But idk why i think sera is some how related to my family in my dream and she saw it too so my mother told me that i need to trick sera to bring her to the storeroom so i brought her and my mother suffocated her!!!!!!!!!! Then I was stunned... But I still have to go to school.... so I was late aldy but I smuggled into yckss and then it was pe lesson. After that ms low asked me for the latecoming form then i bluff her that the security guard was not at there so I do not have the form. AFTER THAT MANY PEOPLE STARTED ASKING ME ABT MY SIS AND SERA. So i told them they are migrating to other country without me. blah blah blah i went home with fear when school ends. A few mins later someone came to my house for a room check so I quickly ran up to the 2nd storey and jump down from the window and run somewhere. THE END..................................... HAIS. I THINK IM GOING TO HAVE DEPRESSION. HAHAHA. I CAN RMB THE FCKING HOUSE AND THE DEVIL LOOK MY MOTHER GAVE ME . OMG..... THIS IS BULLSHIT but scary MAN!!!!!!!!!

:D

2011-10-12T02:33:00.001+08:00

2011-10-12T02:30:00.001+08:00

(*-*)
Gonna hunt more X'mas songs by Bieber!

life can do terrible things.

2011-10-11T22:18:00.006+08:00

Recently the people who added me in fb are weird, but who cares. So today is the 4th day of holidays. I felt it have been a week. Maybe because everyday is a long day as I almost spent my day outside then at home. Was suppose to meet Gina at 3pm and then went I reach Bishan, She told me Priscilla also meeting us and I was damn shocked. After that I check my phone and I received Yan Lin msg and I was even more surprised. So there is me, gina, pris, yan lin and jia ling!! The job thing is a long winded stuff so Im not going to blog abt that. Bishan>Raffles>Nex>Home.
I rmb the conversation with the agent(Roger) and us was super epic! We kept laughing and the feeling was more like we were chatting with a friend.
J.L: So usually the job we get is around where?
Roger: Central.
J.L & Pris: AMK CENTRAL????!!
Roger: -.- Central dosent me the one u always go like amk central. The term "Central" in workplace is known as city area.
Everyone: LAUGHING!!!!!

I kept face palm-ing when I listen to Jia Ling and Roger conversation. Damn funny! Oh ya, the place we went in is at the 55th storey! Before we enter the office, we were admiring the scenery! Suddenly there is a voice, "The scenery very nice hor" Then we got stunned, it is Roger. hahha! Super su ku sia(the girls). Sigh. But these 2 weeks I will be jobless :( Hope I could find one asap!

2011-10-11T03:03:00.002+08:00

You moved on too quickly and this is what I hate about you.

walk, walk, walk.

2011-10-10T22:38:00.004+08:00

YAY! MY MOTHER IS IN GENTING NOW! >;)

Anyway..................
Went out with Sera, Jw, Natasha, ama, Hashnul, Syhiran, Hafiz and Aziz! Not really went out, it's like watching movie together and then went our own separate ways~ The girls went to take neoprints and the guys went to play pool before the movie start. I hate Jonny English! But after watching it...IT'S AWESOME! I was laughing silently at the first part, you noe what i mean by silently~ haha. Went to Far East after movie and tried some prom dress with the girls! Sera is over enthu-.- But the white colour dress I picked for her is (Y) haha! About jw case, forget it. Im nt going to say it here, haha! The incident reminds me of last year false alarm in school.(I shall not say this here too) I bet jw read this she will scold me like mad! hahhaha! OK, THIS POST IS VERY RANDOM. GTG AND WATCH 2PM SHOW!

ps: Even though Im a fan of KHJ. His 2nd mini album sucks -.-

2011-10-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!! I CANT STOP LAUGHING AT THIS EP!

2011-10-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

Just downloaded 33songs! (Y)
Back to 2pm show!

2011-10-09T03:04:00.001+08:00

for you, im nothing.

2011-10-08T23:35:00.008+08:00

Went out with my mother to town! It have been a long long long long long long long long.... time since I went out with her! So when I was abt to leave my house, I received a msg from Serene. SOS SHE NEED ME! hhaah! (because jia wen and serene meeting up today too but jw was stilllll sleeping) So I told Serene to join me first. In the end, my mother and I was shopping differently and the outing became me, serene and jw instead, lol. THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME SHOPPING WITH THEM FOR SO LONG. It is like 2pm+ to 11pm, horrible! haha! And honestly speaking, my feets still hurts a lot and Im super exhausted. (gonna sleep after blogging... hopefully....) The main thing they wanted to go to town is to look for jobs but we ended up hunting for prom dress, accessories, heels and pouch! me and jia wen were damn excited when we went in to new look. Tried quite a few heels and to my conclusion, high heels sucks. hahah! And Im sure I wont buy it in New look. The heels are super exaggerating and I cant balance! Walked around the whole Ion mall and kept finding bling clothes instead of a proper prom dress, super retarded! I will forever rmb something. We went in to Warehouse and then Jia wen took this damn long skirt that can be wear as a tube dress-.-. (even we if it was a tube dress, the dress still touches the floor-.-) and then the dress is like so 'wide' like curtains. Then we were saying me and jw can just buy that dress and go alter it and become 2pieces of dress and then we can save a whole lot of money. We made lots of comment on those designer clothes, haha! Went to H&M. Kind of regret going in! It is super boring and full of coats-.- and I realised Forever21 accessories is damn worth it! Compared to Diva, forever21 win them by a lot.
Ok, time for me to end this post. Super tired! cya :))))
"2ND DAY OF HOLIDAY"

Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

2011-10-08T00:06:00.001+08:00

"The Elements"

2011-10-07T21:13:00.001+08:00

2011-10-07T18:41:00.006+08:00

BLOGGING TIME! :D
FINALLY "N" LEVELS ARE OVER! I CAN SLEEP LIKE I NEVER SLEEP BEFORE. I CAN WATCH DRAMAS LIKE I NEVER WATCH BEFORE. I CAN BLOG AND TUMBR LIKE I NEVER DID BEFORE!
Im hungry, but I don care because Im finally free from all the exams (: IM FREE, IM FREE IM FREE. ok, this sounds stupid -.-

Time passed so fast. Im in Sec4 now and I have taken my N level papers. Looking back really amazed me. The next biggest challenge is getting my results in Dec. This tell me something. If my results is bad = my christmas will be a bad one. Vice versa~ HAIS. But who cares, Im going to watch my 'Running man', 'Vampire Diaries', 'Teen Wolf', 'Abduction', 'Fright Night' and many many more! Today I was so tempted to on the com as I left fnn paper and it is at 2:30pm -.-. It was so tempting. And guess what, I just read through my tb. I didnt memorise but just see through and understand and I kind of regret when I saw my fnn paper-.- I hate when they ask "Explain, and give reason why fresh fish should be store at home." IRRITATING.

Yesterday was like the first time(for this month, lol) that made me so hardworking. I studied for 10hours and I slept around 3am. I woke up the next day which means I have maths p2 and geo. The 3hours break was really a torture. Wanted to sleep for awhile yet I felt scared. and Amalina gone wild! haha! After geo paper, had a talk with Ms Chong and sera, trey, ramsay, Ama. Head to bbt w/out ama. Was shouting under the bubble tea stall as the rain is super heavy. It never have been like this; sitting tgt, eating and talking about the past. And suddenly ramsay brought up abt the old clique. awwww, i'll miss those moments if I had to go to ITE or .... I dk. kk, dk what to say alrdy. I just hope I can get a job as fast as possible as I have debts to pay off, haha.

Starting tonight, I need to forget what's gone. Appreciate what still remains and look forward to what's coming next (:

Maddi Jane

2011-10-04T18:59:00.001+08:00

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and Im gnna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared.

Maddi Jane

2011-10-04T18:41:00.002+08:00

OMG! IM LOVING THIS! Couldnt stop listening to her cover :D

2011-10-03T14:35:00.001+08:00

2011-10-03T13:42:00.003+08:00

Thanks god combined science was okay... I somehow managed to get the ans for Physics mcq and I realised...... -.- Got a lot of wrong, faint* Even though I hate Chem, Chem was so much easier than Physics la. Not to be bhb or what, I did Chem paper for 35mins! 3MORE PAPERS!

2011-10-02T15:50:00.003+08:00

Decide to rest for awhile and continue study later on.

2011-09-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

LOVE TUMBLR. WHATEVER SHIT THING, TUMBLR WILL ALWAYS SHOW.

zzzz. Keep getting emotional when I enter tumblr. But it's okay. IM NOT GOING TO CARE ANYMORE. Im letting my secrets out.

2011-09-27T16:54:00.001+08:00

And I wrote two hundred letters I will never send.

count your blessings

2011-09-27T15:49:00.007+08:00

I really bet everything down that today will be the last time im going to blog till "Ns" is over. K, maybe i will just upload music video or photos but no talking cox I realised I can waste lots of time posting on something -.- I reall love blogging but too bad.... ... School was fine today. I MANAGED TO WAKE UP BY MYSELF AGAIN AND MADE BREAKFAST FOR ME AND MY FATHER, YAY. I will really missed FnN lesson with Ms Huang and our lame jokes from today onwards. She told us something today about a rat that can regenerate itself. So cooool! It is like super power but it was because the rat undergo something that is able to do this. I mean the rat in the lab not normal rat, haha.

Yesterday.. .. ..
Waited for 2hours for my turn as I was the last person, always.. forever.. and Jon came up with lots of lame jokes. I kept laughing at the ice-cream joke. After an hour later, I was stonning and freezing in the library. CLB oral was epic fail. Idk why I was nervous when I was reading the passage and I kept telling myself to calm down, like wth, why should i be nervous? .... Conversation totally screwed up. The topic was "Saving Allowance" and the first thing I said was, "Everyday I have to eat, not just me but everyone. So I used my saving allowance for recess and mostly on food." LOL. And she asked 'how do you save your money or do u work to get money?' So I err errr err for 30sec because I was thinking how to say "qu nian" but I keep thinking "zuo tian" then I just stare in space, knowing that my oral have alrdy screwed up. So finally I came out a sentence, "I work at my mother's friend shop."(in chinese). Someone pls kill me, such an easy topic but yet .... forget it!

I am judging whether I woul like to be unalone with you.

2011-09-25T20:39:00.006+08:00

Omg... I totally forgot about clb oral!!!!! alamak! Sian la! My conversation confirm epic fail. Pray hard for tmr then. Btw I realized I didnt fail my el! Even though it is a grade5, better than a fail. I managed to pass all my subjects for the first time In yckss. I'm very content that I took clb.

currently laughing at jw photo! "my first love", lol!!!! (inside joke)

2011-09-25T01:18:00.006+08:00

Came back from town! I bet the Cliques now is bathing, haha! I have many things to post but Im damn tired... Outing was kind of fun maybe because of our lame jokes. We made up jokes and laughed just to keep ourselves awake. Sounds ironic but yea... and my mouth have coffee bean smell!!! :))) Ok, gonna update my blog some other days. Have to reall control myself from using the Internet and of cox Tumblr and fb. JIA YOU FOR 'Ns' AND 'Os'! Hmm.. I realized I have one follower for my blogger, like who will follow sia! Except for tumblr.. And I can check the stats! So cool but kind of complicated.

2011-09-24T16:48:00.000+08:00

Going out later to meet the clique!!! (:

and u just leave it like this.

2011-09-23T18:56:00.008+08:00

TEAM JACOB!

For you AMANDA!

HELLO! I saw my dad's album! k, i noe im very random. And I cant believe he is such a hyperactive guy in the past-.- he took his gun and give the -u-dare-fight-w-me face with his friends then i umchio at that photo. There are 4photos he was wearing his prom night or maybe clubbing outfit and took it with 4 different pose-.- one with button on, another one w/out button, one with blazor and another one with glasses on, siao. But I can really understand his craziness as for our age is like we can go crazy at anytime. As my father getting older, he grew long hair with long fringe and wear spect(for now it is known as geek spect, haha). so cool la. There are 2 girls in his album who wore a blouse with pocket on their shirt, high-waist skirt that reaches until their ankle and vintage bag-.- then i keep saying to myself, 'waa... seriously now the trend is going back to the 70's!' My father was so skinny compared to now, i think double in size.. .. ... Viewing all his photos reminds me of what's going to happen in a few years down the road. The most touching photo I saw was my father's family photo. In his house, with his mother and dad that is not around anymore and his siblings. awwww... the amazing thing is the edges of the photo. it have stamp-like edges and some with curve-in edges and it is really antique man.

F i n a l l y I m a n a g e t o w a k e u p b y m y s e l f today. I dont know why my mood was kind of low in the morning and i think i scares priscilla when she hug me from the back. I literally scolded her for that even though she everyday lie on me if there are any chance. Ama was quite moody, idk why and the idiotic hafiz kept disturbing me, zzz -.-
Hafiz: *tripped me using his leg*
Me: who is that?! *Turn back*
Hafiz: (:
Me: ... what you want! (friendly tone)
Hafiz: Revenge (:
Me: what I do to you sia! -.-
And immediately he got his karma during our math lesson. He fall off from his chair! (Y) haha. After school, went to collect my I.C. how dare the consellor typed into the account that I have to do detention. I only late for 2times k. Lucky Kristin was there to confront to Mr Toh. He say, 'qian da uh, late for 2times' then I gave the black face to him. pls lor, i think u are the one who need to get a slap from me. Who cares la~ After getting back my I.C I went to eat with Kristin and kar wei. me and Kristin chatted non-stop as we didnt see each other for 3days! We talked about "what if someone did to you something nasty and make you really really mad." So kristin said, 'I will kill him! I wont commit suicide for that but i will kill him then kill myself or get into jail rather than commiting suicide that is worthless.' So I replied her, 'Hmmmm.. No wonder you didnt come school for 3days. Maybe because you keeping someone inside yr house!' haha, as our topic was supposed to be hatred. We begin to talk about spore dramas and movies. Talk about movie, my abduction T.T! I guess I can only watched it on Funshion after my 'Ns'.

2011-09-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY

i just held it in.

2011-09-22T16:26:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night was terrible. My mother is making a fuss over a small thing. I wanted to vent all my angers last night but Im trying not to use the com as N levels is nearing. I cant concentrate my freaking 4test papers + geo hw while she was quarreling with my father. I always wonder why my father choose her man-.- (now im trying not to use any vulgar against my mother) My mind was empty but only feel with hatred. It was alrdy 11pm and I cant study my geo because of my mother, great. When I was about to sleep, i couldnt take it anymore. So i spam whatever im thinking and type it down in my phone and it filled like 6msg.... Waste my precious sleeping time for that, zzz. Today when I woke up, I felt so refreshed with the heavy rain and dusky wind(im like writing story-.-). I was surprised that I didnt feel angry anymore. btw, I always get up in the morning by my father or not i will be late every single day like literally. I will wake up and asked myself what day is today, is there school today and all the silly questions. haha, super weird. I thought I will emo for the whole day(today) as I was in a bad bad mood last night. Not just abt my mother nagging, but many many thing that built up and made me so flare up.

Get out of my happy place.

So now I'm the bad man.

2011-09-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

Too bad u let these four years of friendship run down the drain. I don't need you and I'm fine if u don't need me too because I have enough of yr words. Sisters forever!! Ya, nothing last forever k. To: pretty girl with an ugly heart.